The Card of the Day: The Page of Pentacles (Reversed)
“What are you re-learning about yourself?”
The Page of Pentacles represents the passion you feel for what really interests you. This can be a goal, a talent, a creative pursuit, or a career that you love. To get better at anything, you have to work at it. When your interests become "work," it can be easy to forget why you used to love it. The job to do (and the anxiety to do it well), can soon take the place of the passion. The process of getting better at anything is strewn with mistakes. Errors are your best teachers. If you don't remind yourself what you love about the work you do, your morale can quickly sink. If you throw in comparing yourself to others, who you think do it "better," and you've got a perfect recipe for anxiety, apathy or avoidance. In order to reclaim your passion, get back to the basics. It's time to remind yourself what initially made you passionate about this pursuit in the first place!
Why did you choose to go into the work you do? What did you like/love about it when you were just getting started? Has perfecting your talents become something that gives you more anxiety than joy? How has this work made your life more meaningful?
The Page holds up his Pentacle with reverence. It is a symbol of his passion for learning, perfecting, and understanding. He lives in a fertile valley in the shade of trees and mountains. Although he is a child of the "Earth element," he always seems to have his head in the clouds. The tall trees and the towering mountains lie far beneath where his dreams take him. This kid is going places! His red hat symbolizes the passion he has for the fresh goals he is just getting started with. He is not just a dreamer but also a "doer." His green tunic represents that abundance will always result when there is a self-motivation for improvement.
Sometimes anxiety about doing well at something causes avoidance of the very things that used to bring you joy. The Page of Pentacles asks you to try to remember, what made you passionate about doing this work in the first place. Did it make you feel good to help someone? Was it something that you felt brilliant in? Did it build your self-esteem up, because you had a gift, and you used to know it?
For success to take root, the love of the pursuit must supersede your anxieties about it.
When the Page of Pentacles appears reversed, he reminds you of past lessons that you already learned, but may have forgotten. Lessons of strength, lessons of resilience, lessons of competency...all these lessons must be reexamined at this time. If you feel anxious, or blasé about your goals it's time to get back to your foundation. Review the basics of who you are and what you've learned.
Recapture the faith you had in the past for your own potential and abilities. Look back on old passions with wiser eyes. The process of perfecting never ends with "being perfect." The refinement process never ends. You can always get better and live with more passion. Give thanks for the importance of the work you do. It makes your life full, and teaches you so much about your strengths, talents, and value. Never be afraid of improving. You can always get better, and that is an exciting prospect! In order to progress you may need to remember rather than learn a whole new lesson.
It's time to reinforce the lessons that made you better in the past. How could they apply to you in the present? What answers have you already found that need to be applied to your current situation? Tap into what you learned already.